Just stating what i feel at the moment.
i dont want people relink me cause i dont like too many people to know what i written
i dont like to share my feeling with people that i cant even term as good friend.
what more is people i cant even thought of them maybe coming my blog&read it ?
Haha actually this is just typing what i think just now
nobody ask me why actually
got is got la but just told them if they clever they will guess it right de
but, i really dont wish anything i wrote here to be discussed/talk outside
even if how sad i appears to be in my post.
i just need a place to vent or rather say out what i dont dare say in life.
i rather let it be like a private tranditional diary than a public modern so call diary-blog.
maybe putting this blog private?
cause i think the url too easy to guess le.
i need a life like seriously.
i want go aracde once again
i want enjoy my life
i feel like crying,i feel is cause of him
but i think im only trying to find a reason to cry
im so stress up with i dont know what.
or rather,im so not myself.
i feel like talking about people every now&there but i feel so wrong talking behind their back
though i do talk.
i dont want work, it's so tiring.
i dont want socialise, it's so irritating
i need to get high, someway somehow
but not by gum, im not touching it anymore
maybe i shouldnt sound too sure ? i dont know

:D