nothing's confirm yet though.
i hate ppl keep looking/sort-of-shouting at me
like i know them like that
like they never saw a girl before like that
nothing to do.
Like eileen, i
or maybe just wish to have that kind of feeling again.
&so ytd was my kinda last day at Plaza&im working only once a week at bk
So....i got lots of time again le :DD
Left three months ? before endofyear examination
Going start studying now instead of waiting untl the last minute= 1 or 2 week before
this time i really mean it
&what i need is encouragement that say&compliment me on working hard, not suspecting me of whether am i really studying or straight away say " yahyah " in that kind of sacarstic tone can ?
im serious, was quite turn off when ppl say that when i was really trying hard to cope with my studies/revision&work at the same time can .
i know maybe is easy for u guys, but to me it requires alot of determination can ?
&im poor&i admit it but i dont enjoy it
Yes, im waiting&trying hard for the day when i can feed myself, pay my phone bills& give my own allowance myself or say be responsible for my every expenses so that i dont need ask my parent or anyone for money
but it's for trying to lesser my parent&sister burden, not because of trying to act pitiful nobodys give me money or trying to be sort of want ppl to think im indepedence or strong can .
i dont need u all to understand me, just that when u want say me because of all this
Mind keeping your mouth shut ?
