Thursday, August 30, 2007

Suddenly thinking of venting out.
Second teacher who told me straight in my face, infront of the whole class im kinda waiting for the sky to open.
Maybe im ? But didnt feel anything at all cause im already numbed by it.
Maybe in the past i'll feel alittle down. But now, it's like it happened everyday, everyweek.
&so im running out of teacher who's going to tell me this.
&i dont like the class, seriously dont like.
Chinese doesnt communicate with malay, malays also doesnt mix around with chinese.
Teacher kept telling us to merge around with each other, but they doesnt realise the seating arrangement, the way of trying to make us be together doesnt work at all.
They dont even know the root of all this&they think they know eveything&so, stop blaming us that you all are already on the verge of giving up whether is for our result or bonding can ?
Though 2e5 doesnt have classtee, but our bonds is soso much stronger than 3e3 can ?
Though 3e3 class tee is already on the process of making but what the point of making it when we doesnt even talk much to each other actually ?
It's already like 8 months past&you know what ?
I didnt even went out with many of my new classmate or even play at class before ?
&teacher keep scoldingscolding.
please la can ? even though i still respect you but can you dont act like u are our FT ?
Asking parents to come school talk about the result. &know what ?
Im feeling like you arre helping/pitying ms loh as she is toooo fedup with us liao.
But helping=bothering too much
Way too much can ?

&so im going to burst out telling the teacher one day :
Yahyah im hopeless, im useless&im preparing to drop to na or being retain, you happy with my answer ?
not forgetting if i failed as a student, you teachers aint better.
&i swear, im not asking for any teacher help anymore.
Nomore man.
Fucking hate all the school's teachers can ?
Now thinks that even the dm better than the teachers.