I wont accept a love because i am afraid of losing a good friend. Please get this right. I started thinking what friends are really for. I started thinking how should i think&behave. I admire anis very much for not being bothered by how some people says about her-though she's just being herself. I realised many thing ever since that matter. Thanks those who did-not-think-that-i-patched-cause-i-am-afraid& thanks lihua i don't know why. &love is really a two person thing, i don't care anymore about what anyone thinks. I can't forget mengyang&that's a fact. &I dont rmb denying it all this while. &really sorry, there's no right or wrong in a relationship. i just believe that recently. I stand by my own &i wont&dont want be responsible for my own action. Say me selfish/immature/indecisive/irresponsible since that is what you think. Or maybe that's what i really am.