My emotion is really bad recently. I cannot stand how I always interpret things now. Take my dad for example. I even think that he's picking on me now. I cannot stop how I interpret things now. Shit I feel so messed up. I don't even look forward to the training now. To the point that I'm so looking forward to night class on that Monday night. I don't have the motivation for anything. Including dance. fk I'm so screw up.