I'm back AGAIN!

First week of school was okay. The timetable is great to me.

My holidays was filled with dance, dance and DANCE! It's was tiring but definitely fulfilling. Now I'm confident to say that my right chaine turn is constant. I'm able to do single Pirouette as well. Now I'm trying to figure out how to turn two round w/o stopping which at the moment I can't seem to figure out at all.

I've been learning Salsa outside school as well. it's fun! I love it.

Life's great?

I really like this picture Mr Chevy! MeWe look so cute here. I look so innocent here(:

I'm BACK people(: I went to En Motion, a studio, opening today and learnt quite a number of different kind of social dance. Amongst all I like Bachata and Salsa! Bachata is so sexayeeeeee and Salsa is erm, fun? Salsa is something about following the guy's leading and I like that challenge. Haha okay it's actually really fun once you somehow get the hang of it. I still have jazz early in the morning tmrw and I would love to tell you how great jazz is(it's super tiring though) but I'll save that bit for next time! Goodnight everyone(:

I found back the motivation to study and dance. I remembered the satisfication I felt when I'm able to answer 90% of the questions. I think I shld try hiphop too, as much as I don't like it but I shld try other different genres of dance. &I like jazz but latin will still be my choice.

My emotion is really bad recently. I cannot stand how I always interpret things now. Take my dad for example. I even think that he's picking on me now. I cannot stop how I interpret things now. Shit I feel so messed up. I don't even look forward to the training now. To the point that I'm so looking forward to night class on that Monday night. I don't have the motivation for anything. Including dance. fk I'm so screw up.

I need a corner to reflect. My studies is failing me. My dance is not improving much. My emotion is getting unstable. I'm getting more and more negative. I have to learn not to rely on you. You suck. I cannot imagine without you. I'm sososo dependent on you. You really suck.

I know this space have been left empty for so many years alr and I'm so surprised by myself too that I actually didn't blog for so long. Ya anw first of allll i wanna thank those who came to see me at the A Night On Broadway Musical. Lovessss(((: Life has been normal I guess. Dance, camp(okay camp is not normal for me but whatever) and so on. I'm so proud to say that I've cooked dinner for my sis for straight 3days alr! Because she got into a accident and her hands can't move at all now and also my parent is away so taaaaaadang! Ohya i took care of the chores and helped her wash her hair too haha so proud of myself. And I just joined a 2weeks fitness training thing which supposedly shld help me shed off some fats(Well I told the one who is going to train me I wanna lose 3kg and make my legs smaller haha), we'll see in ard 2weeks time!

And i get so irritated of myself when i just can't seem to dance right la! And I want to dance samba seriously sigh but nevermind there'll alway be a next time. And I kept thinking abt where did i go wrong during the new york and i dont know what's that call that I can't fall asleep at all but I'm super tired can. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I never thought i would get so irritated of myself as long as I've alr tried my best.

I want one more new year resolution!

To stop crying for every smallest things ever.

My friend just told me that the muscial tickets are all sold out. I didn't even heard anything abt it being available outside and yet it has alr been sold out if my source is correct.

I have musical rehearsal everyday(except sunday of course) allll the way to musical concert so till then! Ohya I got C5 for english and I was so confident of getting at least a B before but whatever.

Today is the last day I'm gonna allow myself to be so affected by you.

I will prove my existence to you. I will catch up to you. At the very least I will not lag too far behind you.

I want do my 2010 resolution now!

1. Able to dance as well as seniors

2. Get at least a B for all modules

I really hope it can turn out into something.

Lucky I back out of the competition if not I'll still be fretting over it. Haha anw I really love dance but I'll not tend to practise very long on my own lor so frustrating. Ohya! Thanksssssss so much for all the cookies, mirror, wallet, chocolate and alot more cookies for christmas okayyy((: I swear I will bake something for everyone next christmas! Happy birthday my dearest lingling and mengyang((:

I know this mixed up feeling far too well now. Merry christmas everybody(:

Sometimes I really wonder wld you be with somebody even though you know that it won't last long. Is it really worth exchanging your friendship for just that short period of time which are not even guaranteed happiness.

我在等一个人, 在等我的永恒

I like my hair better this way!

Haha I shall post something else other than dance. Anw I did really bad this semester. My maths class tests result combined together is only 4/60. My god this is the first time in my wholeee life up till now that I scored such a good result for maths. But I don't think much people passed anw(the maths teacher seriously sucks). And CT is just like 3days away? Lucky Chevy& Jerlin wld be helping me for maths(Love you guysssss mannn! (:) Ya anw holiday is only two weeks long and our projects are piling up like crazy. Seriously ah whatever at least I didn't have to go for lesson for three weeks.

For the man who hated christmas.